Hello sayangs
Sorry have been super duper senyap almost 4 bulan gitu.. I am knocked
up once again!
Yep dah pregnant almost 5 months now. Alhamdulillah..
Hopefully baby is doing well.
First few months was torture, beza sangat dengan masa pregnant before this.
Before this bahagia je pregnant tak mabuk, tak muntah, sihat dan bertenaga.
This time body dah second hand so terus mabuk, serious nausea yang cannot smell
absolutely anything and occasional muntah asid. Yep muntah yang bila perut
kosong takda bende nak muntah so only asid dalam perut kaler kuning tu yang
keluar. Super painful!
Lepas tu dah habis mabuk bagai, ujian paling besar melanda. My cat who
I treat like my beloved first daughter fell off the balcony and died. Sangat
depressed and full of regrets and anger. Kesian baby dalam perut sebab momsie
dia haru biru layan perasaan and meroyan kehilangan anak seekor. Almost 8 tahun
jaga chupchup macam menatang minyak yang penuh, akhirnya Allah ambil semula
amanah yang diberikan kepada saya. Hopefully satu hari nanti Allah temukan
semula momsie dengan baby chupchup.
Love you so much. You deserve the heaven and paradise.
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| Sept 2008 - Feb 2016 |
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| I love you. Rindu sangat |
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| X clear sangat gambar ni tapi nak upload gak tuk diri sendiri |
